'Blessed with doubt'

Blessed with doubt
Chapter one: Introduction
Doubt is powerful, edifying, influential, revealing and warning. Faith is for the naive, gullible and meek. The distrust of alleged fact, an action, a motive, or a decision is important. Doubt brings into question some notion of a perceived reality, and may involve delaying or rejecting relevant action out of concerns for mistakes or faults or appropriateness. The sceptic in me rationally, reasonably and deliberately questions uncertainties as a means of exploring the truthful fact. One should be wary of trusting anything not thoroughly investigated through deduction. Politics, ethics and law – with decisions that often determine the course of individual life – place great importance on doubt, and often foster elaborate adversarial processes to carefully sort through all available evidence.

Laurence Smith, a stoically byronic young adult man of the state of Maine, sees the lies of world so blatantly obvious and evident. The only truthful facts that are real are demonstrated experiences of proof. For something to be real it has to show itself more than once, as well in many ways be analysed and one should understand what one is experiencing is not a hallucination. It should should be able to be scientifically correct and explained and satisfying to one's understanding. Laurence has made it his job to deeply scrutinise, disprove and prove whatever he encounters, as he is an investigative analyst, critic researcher and pundit teacher.

Chapter two: Episodes of Mysteries

Laurence Smith is a meddler who accomplishes each of his jobs through a mixture of intelligence, ingenuity and the balance of logical and empathetic interpretation of evidence as the mysteries are gradually revealed to him. While his jobs have begun from a young age dealing with somewhat easy challenges of which developed in intricate complex depth today Laurence is ready to get involved in something bigger than himself. These are his vicissitudes.

Episode one: Aliens

Laurence Smith is curious with the concept of aliens, he knows the more he learns and doubts the greater the burden of knowing better and how dangerous knowing what makes one a problematic target for threatening secret watchers' agendas. Curiosity can lead to torture, humiliation and death and sometimes one will wish never to have got involved through meddling, but people like Laurence often must accept responsibility and resourcefully discover how to escape damaging misfortune. God helps those whom help themselves, meaning it will be pleased to see you ambitiously and smartly helping yourself so it may reward your efforts by doing you a favour through providing a miracle when you most need it and don't expect and cannot hope for saving and preferred luck for success.
The reality of the world is anxiously eerie and majestically marvellous the more open-minded one is as one explores beyond the limits of decided by those whom suppress absolute awareness in others either in keeping the truth all to themselves for their own profit or for another's safe innocent comfort. But Laurence desires the excitement of discovery as he denies others of hindering his development of experiencing and recording rapturously blissful and meaningful memories.
Laurence Smith travels with his young, pretty and devoted female apprentice assistant, technology manipulator expert and supporter Bella Darcy to Washington D.C. to stealthily and directly investigate the cover-ups and infiltrate secret vaults of evidence. They travel via aeroplane across a few states starting from Augusta, Maine through and above New Hampshire, Rhode Island, New York, Pennsylvania, Maryland and into Virginia. Aboard the aeroplane Laurence and Bella interview all the passengers for their alien experience stories, theories and what they know from rumour throughout the flight as Laurence and Bella take notes and properly and plausibly interpret the information. Once arrived at the airport at Washington D.C. Laurence and Bella collect their luggage of which none are lost, purchase an informative map book of the region of which they will study and hire a reliably functional low-consumption of fuel vehicle with enough space in the rest of the unoccupied vehicle to carry all their resources with them to explore this region in comfort. Their decided locations to visit and investigate are the Library of Congress, then the National Archives and Scottish Rite Temple and Supreme Council Library for now, if anyone knows about aliens it is likely the Freemasons know more than most people. If aliens are being hidden it is likely deep down in the underground vaults of the Smithsonian, as who could expect such things to be there as it is supposed to be only for museum items, but if you really think about it why would such things not be there. Now it will be easy to explore the first two libraries but for the last one Laurence and Bella may need help and permission from an initiated friend to facilitate their journey of discovery. Bella Darcy tracks down an elderly man named Solomon Holmes who is known by an elite few, of which she is aware of this fact through hacking the internet, to personally advertise and guide prospective Freemason initiates through the ranks of the arcane religious secret society and satisfy their keen questions of the mysteries of this reality. Solomon Holmes may be willing to help Laurence and Bella if they are willing to convert, but by definition this arcane religious secret society there is a cost to sating their curiosity for they then are obliged to be devout as they dare not publish their discoveries of the bigger picture of this reality for the consequences of panic, Laurence and Bella are very reluctant to agree and commit with such restrictions not to boast of their proud discoveries. Laurence and Bella arrange for a meeting between Solomon and themselves at a park to introduce themselves and try make a deal of which Mister Holmes agrees with intrigue to make the meeting happen. Later Solomon Holmes arrives at decided park with a formidably strong and skilled bodyguard walk over to meet Laurence and Bella whom sit on a bench waiting of whom Solomon has already thoroughly researched their genuine accomplishments and life-stories until now. Politely, respectfully and solemnly do Laurence, Bella and Solomon further introduce each other and why they are present, Laurence and Bella mention to Solomon that he and she understand why initiation helps people develop coping skills with secret mysteries so they are willing to join the Freemasons so that they may have access to the truth and can use their further awareness, intellectual and wisdom growth to effectively optimise and heal their planet and reality despite their subtly uncelebrated deeds. Solomon smugly smiles apprenticing what he hears and interprets Laurence and Bella's meaningful messages. Convinced Solomon Holmes decides to invite Laurence Smith and Bella Darcy to commence their new exploration of life together.

Episode two: Student Agents of the Freemasons

Laurence and Bella feel like they are attending university for the first time again, the Freemasons is made up a fraternity and sorority learning separately but fulfilling their duties together. The motto of the Freemasons is “Order out of Chaos”, but logic, science and transcendence are also very important to them of which coincidentally so do Laurence and Bella very much value like the geeks they are proud to be. There are many privileges to being initiated with the Freemasons as it means being involved with so much experiences and experiments of which any initiate can volunteer to be experimented on or contribute to inventing, innovating and help contribute to any of their Freemason allies' duties as team-mates.
Laurence and Bella, sedulous, are tested on everything they know before making their vows and being promoted and initiated to learn to understand the several levels of mysteries of this reality. It is soon revealed to Laurence and Bella there has been first contact with Star Trek Vulcan-like aliens whom have been guiding the Earthlings through the Freemasons (whom have had several secret names before the presently accepted term) named directly translated as 'Elves' for millennia since Ancient Greece and Atlantis was one of many colonies of the Elves living in harmony with an elite few of favoured Earthling humans of whom they have generously invested, indulged and rewarded and still today continue to gift, mentor and teach. Laurence and Bella are told that soon the Elves with return to Earth to check on the progress of humanity and that they, the initiates, should be ready to serve such beings of prosperous majestic glory. The question both Laurence and Bella are worried about is whether or not the Elves will be proud what has been done by the Earthlings and the Freemasons. So the Freemasons are now doing last minute preparations for the Elves to be more proud of them.

Episode Three: Arrival of Supervisors

Laurence and Bella are beautifully, elaborately and smartly dressed in ceremonial attire today as the Elves manifest to welcome and serve them at the headquarters of the Freemasons for a presentation and gala before the Elves personally tour the planet again in disguise to experience the real evidence of the global progress of orderly development and interview the populace at random concerning the citizens' happiness until they have had enough census they return back to the Freemason headquarters to inform them how they can improve their treatment of the civilisations of the Earth before returning to their spacecrafts to report the status of the Freemasons and Earthlings to their cosmic leaders and the interested inter-cosmic civilisations' ranks of people throughout the vastness of space. While the Elves are present at the gala at the moment Laurence and Bella decide to suspend their servile duties to kindly interview the leading Elf representative and listen to the Elf educate its advanced knowledge to them to their fresh impressionably ready minds. The Elf, ceremonially attired in alien fashion, the couple chooses is regally handsome with pointy ears, sagaciously mysterious and charmingly ebullient, tall and optimally superhuman in fit physique. The Elf introduces himself with a formal handshake to Laurence and Bella as Velgar the Musing Artist, Scientist and Sportsman and Laurence and Bella boast of their worthy glory to try to impress him by his standards. Laurence and Bella continue interviewing Velgar by asking him to show each of them in their minds how great and miraculously interesting the rest of the known cosmos is summarily like with as many specific examples that Velgar is aware of. Before any of the higher ranking Freemasons can further stop the interview Velgar feels playfully generous as he decides to fulfil their wishful heart of their minds' desires with showing the couple such awe-inspiring memories. The mutual cogent memory sharing between Velgar and Laurence and Bella feels mentally orgasmic as it evokes and sparks the human couple's mental transcendence. Once the mutual cogent memory sharing is complete Laurence and Bella euphorically thank Velgar for his gift, allow him to continue enjoying the celebration gala with his species without their further usage of his time and accept their higher ranking superiors to warning to not to ask the Elves from such things before they are ready as it may damage their fragile minds and brains and they should be lucky still to be conscious and unharmed.
Later when the Elves commence their tour of the planet Laurence and Bella are summoned by the elders of the Freemasons to experience medically physical assessments to determine how the stimulation affected their brains and to receive punishment for crossing the line of appropriateness as the Elves are not to be played with. Their punishment is to research how people before them asked the same and sometimes more from the Elves and suffered the dreadful consequences of destroying themselves through not exercising their minds and brains enough with perspicacity prior the memory sharing to handle the overload of unexplored information.

Episode Four: Transcending

Laurence and Bella feel different like a dream they together just experienced has changed how they perceive themselves and reality and now they have to adapt and learn to cope with what they now know and cannot unknow as these memories now affect how they think and act and people who once knew them until mere days ago may not recognise them as they once were as their behaviour has altered, they are now more alien.
Back to the Freemason academy Laurence and Bella return to learn further mysteries and solutions to historically recorded universal problems and how to appropriately think to solve present day problematic issues based on learning from those historically recorded universal problems of which Laurence and Bella will soon be sent on missions called 'duties' to affect treading improvement change in the world.
Laurence and Bella's list of duties are to help plant artificially grown coral reefs in the oceans and seas, contribute to defending and advertising the value of necessity to allow the endangered wildlife of habitats to prosper once again, travel across the world giving people hope of happiness by informing these people how to live better and healthier lifestyles and invest in developing themselves to earn their happy endings through careers, advertising their knowledgeable solutions, through the news to world leaders and everyone whom are not initiated to the Freemasons, to embarrassing failures of which still are not absolutely rectified to encourage awareness of what people don't want to think about and would rather ignore because the method of rectifying such failures is arduously difficult and conditionally complicated.  Aplombly Laurence and Bella commence their myriad of duty missions.
In the twentieth century a young Adolf Hitler still an artist was interviewed by a touring Elf in disguise and the Elf saw insightful potential in him and inspired him to join the Freemasons and he so he did eventually become initiated but soon like Laurence and Bella he asked the Elf he recognised still time without a disguise to gift him with a mutual cogent memory share and so the Elf ignoring his better judgement as he hoped Hitler could handle the shared memory optimistically took a chance but the shared memory damaged Hitler's mind with insanity yet still endowed him with a supreme awareness and knowledge of the advancement of the civilisations of the cosmos historical specific examples and cultural behaviour, especially how some aliens disregarded order for hubristic savage covetous, cunning and cruel fascism and so in Hitler's corrupted fall from grace into insanity he adopted the personality of these fanatical aliens whom disregarded order for hubristic savage covetous, cunning and cruel fascism and dared to threaten to expose the Freemasons and the Elf aliens and other species of aliens to those uninitiated whom would panic and irrationally and insanely act and cause chaos and mayhem in their foolish insecurity. But Hitler was soon excommunicated and incarcerated of which he mischievously managed to escape and develop a following of rancourous marauding psychopathic scourges of whom he trained called the Nazis. But during that time the Elves had returned back to outer space and the Freemasons were left alone to deal with the Great Wars themselves, but despite the ruthless torture and murdering of the Jews, non-Aryan and those whom disgusted Hitler and the Nazis there was hope for the rest of the world secretly lead by the Freemasons who were more organised and maturely experienced and endowed with advanced training from the best of the Elves than the novice, Hitler, whom was gifted with insightful shared memory one ordinary Elf representative. So the Freemasons tried their best to prevent as much doom as possible by sabotaging Hitler's plans of incorrigibly evil success. In the end Hitler was dying from the effects of his damaged brain of which did not allow him to be kept healthy as he could not cure and heal his body without also rectifying his new personality of which he wad stubborn so he hoped that his legacy would succeed after he would soon commit suicide thus dying in dishonour. But with Hitler as the Nazis leader Mastermind dead the world secretly led by the Freemasons triumphed through punishing and eradicating all insane evil belonging to the Nazis and the world was taught a lesson about the consequences of being evil where righteous sanity will always conquer it in the end. So when Laurence and Bella received the mutual cogent memory sharing from Velgar the Freemasons were concerned for the sake of the future as they did neither want another great war nor another Hitler, but Velgar was aware of the history of Hitler and was certain to damage to Laurence and Bella's minds and brains would corrupt them with such nefarious and wanton doom-mongering. So Laurence and Bella are very fortunate to still be benignly sane yet alienly inspired.

Episode five: Romance on duty    

Laurence and Bella have known each other since they were children, Laurence has always acted and felt like an inscrutable and nonchalant old stoic man in personality so despite how much Laurence easily and without romantic intention of courting her Bella was impressed by him and his platonic respect for her qualities and thus she commenced and continued to nurture a devoted crush on Laurence and tried her best to at least be Laurence's best friend and muse of the greatest honour, prestige and merit. But now this recent phenomenal mutual memory sharing between Laurence, Bella and Velgar has also evoked and sparked unexplored grand romantic and erotic feelings in Laurence, so his old stoic and platonic man personality has be altered to make him feel like an awkward young half-stoic boy with satyr urges because of his awareness of Bella's nymphomania and natural exquisite salacious, sultry and voluptuous alluring beauty of which she now has a new understanding of how Laurence coped growing up in a young fresh instinctually abstained and sublimated body and so she feels a bit modestly coy now. But more importantly Laurence and Bella have a new understanding how much enhanced aliens, such as Elves, feel, think and behave through their advanced lifestyles, so Laurence and Bella's desire to level up their relationship to something very intensely intimate is deactivating their resistance and activating their boldness to show to each other how they love and respect one another and satisfy their hunger to erotically bond and ameliorate to become excellent team-mates. Thus do give into temptation.

Episode six: Future

Since Laurence and Bella took each other's virginities they have made a solemn and passionate committed vow of engagement to be optimally happy married to each other and have informed the Freemason community as well as their families of their decision to be married, thus the planning of their wedding ceremony has commenced developing into the couple's preferred perfection. As for their honeymoon, it is tradition for Freemason newly wedded couples to experience their honeymoon at new Elf colony's exotic artificial island of leisure in the pacific ocean south of the Hawaiian islands on the equator line – there at the Elf colony island the Elf colonials treat the newly weds with Elf cultural luxury privileges for a week. As for Laurence and Bella's future married lifestyles they shall be renowned for earning their happiness as they are allowed more responsibility and duties to fulfil, together they will continue to improve world as best they can and start a family of which they will nurture to be better than their limits and blissfully and healthily live long and prosper.

The End,